It's never the end for you and me.

So, that's the title of me poem thing that was inspired by MY previous post.

I feel like slitting my wrist,
And watch myself bleed,
Just to feel the pain,
Just to know I'm alive.

But there's nothing,
I cut myself deeper,
Blood flowing like a stream of water,
But I still feel nothing.

It's like I'm numb,
Like I am not human,
Like I do not feel pain,
Like I do not exist.

I get off my bathroom floor,
And walk to the balcony,
To think of another way,
To feel the pain that you feel.

As I stand on my balcony,
Looking over the edge,
Trying hard to avoid the eyes,
That watch me from below.

As I jump over the edge,
Trying to feel the adrenaline pump through me,
I fall to the ground,
Bones shatter but I still feel nothing.

Blood covers the ground,
I hear a scream from where I had jumped,
More people gather around me,
Flashing lights appear from a distance.

As I lose my consciousness,
You run towards me,
A gentle hand touches my face,
Tears filled your eyes.

But even now I feel nothing.
I don't feel any emotion,
I don't feel any pain,
I seem so unreal.

You carry me off the ground,
To hold me close,
To say your last goodbyes,
Sadness fills me for the first time.

Crying people all around me,
The flashing lights beside me,
Paramedic rush over to me,
But it's already too late to help me.

I feel the life draining out of me,
For the first time I felt something new,
I felt a mixture of everything I had never felt,
I felt happy.

I smile to you and think of your face,
And how I will never see you smile again,
But I know for sure,
I will watch over you from the heavens above.

As I lay dying in your arms,
My last breath slowly leaving me,
My heartbeat slowing,
Your hands tighten around me,

The paramedics try to pull you away,
But you wouldn't let go,
For you couldn't watch me die on the ground,
You knew it was my wish to die in your arms.

As the last bit of my life drains out of me,
You scream my name telling me not to leave,
You whisper in my ear,
"I will never leave you till the moment I die but even after that my soul will still be with you."

You lay me gently on the ground,
You pull out a gun,
And there you lay beside me,
Hand in hand.

Screams and shouts telling you its not worth it,
But you knew it was,
As I finally slip away,
You pulled the trigger and it was the end.

And there on the ground,
Lay two lifeless bodies,
The love of two people will never die,
Even after death.