Troubles :(

Why am i always involved in fights.. God! Why is it whenever i hang out with other people that you guys don't even know [ and you assume they're wannabees ] you think i've changed? When am i ever good enough for you guys? I know you guys talk about me behind my back and i really don't understand how you guys, of all people can think that i changed into what i was last year.. I didn't even do anything to you guys.. It really hurts, you know.. the fact that I'm always the one you pick a fight with.. always picking out my bad qualities and making them sound so bad when you yourself know that you guys aren't even close to perfect.